MonsterEverytime I see you, I scream with agony into bare nothingness
I watch those sweet, tasty words of yours be set on fire right before me
And those violent fists you have tear my own identity from within me.
Your beating heart keeps me awake at night, ticking like a time bomb
tick... tick... tick...
Your smell, your taste, your touch.
You're a monster, sucking every molecule of life possible from me.
Love me. Love me.
Thats all I ask for.
LullabyeIt's not so easy to love you true
And even though I see what makes you blue
Its worth it, and I love the thrill
Vanilla skies are all that I can see
since you came along
But even if there are a few storms coming our way
Just sing this sing and we'll come on through...
Don't look down on yourself and take pride in what you do
DaddyRecollections that preceded today agonize my mind
A carefree childhood twisted by a traumatic surprise
The perfect setting for doom of my sanity
Oh daddy, I won't forget these lies.
Your egotistical attempt at self-mutilization brought me down with you, daddy.
To this day, I despise you.
I Don't Hate You My loveIt kills me not to express the obviously percieved but, I must assure you something
I don't hate you my love. I Just feel apathetic about your crushing.
I can see your eyes flooding, no love budding, yet your persistency amuses me.
I love the fact that you can't see that you can't be with me
One thousand miles away, there's nothing left to say(inspiration:rise against-savior)
The sound of your crackling voice hinders in the dark, while the game I shall play
Don't reconcile to me.Like I said we've drifted apart
I'm the one painting this hopless work of art, not your heart.
There's no point in settling things. It's over and done with.
I know this sits on you like crushing weights but our love was plainly a myth.
That's when you told me, "I just wanna save you."(Ispiration:Rise Against-Savior)
But, hey I'm not the one who needs saving. Take a look at you, too.
I don't hate you my, love. I Just feel apathetic about your crushing.
I can see your eyes flooding, no
A Beautiful NightmareA Beautiful Nightmare
It was a day that can never be forgotten. It was as if fragments of it were scattered throughout my thoughts and I could not retrieve each and every single memory that had been shattered. We were happily together, or at least I thought we were until that stormy,Thursday night in December. It drained the life from me, and I was helplessly giving in. My conscience was at war with itself, and sometimes I would lay in bed listening to each second pass, by listening to the clock tick and tock, tick and tock. Each tick of the clock made me go insane, and sometimes I would listen to myself scream. Several voices in my head began to linger, and I couldn't make out the voices as they were a huge mass buzz in my ear, but a man walked towards me. My heart began to race, and I didn't know what to do. He came closer and closer... His footsteps made several thuds raising up my adrenaline. bang... bang... bang...
The sun is beginning to set and I can see only the silhouette of h