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I Don't Hate You My loveIt kills me not to express the obviously percieved but, I must assure you something
I don't hate you my love. I Just feel apathetic about your crushing.
I can see your eyes flooding, no love budding, yet your persistency amuses me.
I love the fact that you can't see that you can't be with me
One thousand miles away, there's nothing left to say(inspiration:rise against-savior)
The sound of your crackling voice hinders in the dark, while the game I shall play
Don't reconcile to me.Like I said we've drifted apart
I'm the one painting this hopless work of art, not your heart.
There's no point in settling things. It's over and done
A Beautiful NightmareA Beautiful Nightmare
It was a day that can never be forgotten. It was as if fragments of it were scattered throughout my thoughts and I could not retrieve each and every single memory that had been shattered. We were happily together, or at least I thought we were until that stormy,Thursday night in December. It drained the life from me, and I was helplessly giving in. My conscience was at war with itself, and sometimes I would lay in bed listening to each second pass, by listening to the clock tick and tock, tick and tock. Each tick of the clock made me go insane, and sometimes I would listen to myself scream. Several voices in my head be
Like everyone elseIn a sea of people, I am nothing
I lay on the ocean's floor.
A speck, just like the rest
All i ever wanted, is for him to see
See, right through me, through the obvious
Can he see past my exterior?
Im ditzy, clumsy, and stubborn
My eyes don't shine like the moon
And My cheeks arent blushed like a rose petal
"Can you see me?", I begged
I hope, and pray, and wait
But, All I hear is my own hopes being drained from me
Like a leech sucking the life from its prey
Seasons are changing..Rivers are wiped dry
Time goes by so slowly
He makes my day , but Do i make his?
I'm sorry I can't be beautiful, the girl you've dreamed of
Prince CharmingDarling, I wouldn't want to break your fragile little heart
The heart that once was mine crying, screaming, yelping...
The sound of it rattled my bones, stirring the blood underneath my skin
Beautiful eyes, roses, and how much I miss you are so cliche
Your eyes are like icy knives stabbing recklessly
Leaving me nothing, but a wilted flower and memories to run from
But, tell me something
What if I can't forget you?
Should I burn your name from my throat
Or claw these images from my eyes?
Louder and louder these voices in my head
A continuous noise seemingly forever long
Until I heard a murmur beneath it all
"I love you"
And I am
Recipe for loveRecipe for love:
Love can be sweet
It can be bitter as well
Mix in a fast heartbeat
And cheesy pick up lines to tell
A dash of laughter
And a happily ever after
A shoulder to cry on When things don't go your way
Or when all happiness is gone
Someone to hug each and everyday
Add some Compassion and care
And when all hope is gone, a heart to tear.
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More