ParasiticI'm so ashamed of myself
I'm a parasite to a host
I can't stop sucking the life out of him
And he doesn't deserve it
Can't stop taking his life
I want to feel complete
Like I matter
He sucks the darkest demons out of me
I'm still trying to find a reason to believe in me
And I can't face myself when I look in a mirror
I'm so ashamed of what I've become
And I'm so afraid of what you've given me
You're my guilty pleasure
I'm so ashamed
He must not see the greener grass on the other side
I'm a lifeless leech
Why can't he see that?
I've got him selfishly held by strings
You've got wings..
Fly away before it's too late.